Day 16 of 365 =]

I received my awesome minidress and batwing sleeve top from Yesstyle.com today and it came with a free measuring tape. My measurements used to be 36-27-36 and now I am 32-24-32. YAY WEIGHT LOSS!! =D
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I have my own domain again I am very very glad =]].

I actually purchased a master reseller at NoLimitsHost and it comes with a free domain if you pay $50 for the whole year. I am glad I found this deal because I will be opening up a site where I can sell shared hosting, as well as resellers =DDD.

My LadyImpulse.wordpress.com and Ladyoohlala.comxa.com will be closed shortly after I am finished getting everyone to visit me here! I know I keep saying I will be putting up content but it is because I keep switching websites and importing/tweaking everything to fit the new sites , so I just have no time just yet. I am probably going to open up a subdomain or domain on my reseller account for all the content I would love to give the visitors, but my movie reviews (book reviews will be added as well) page will still be here and hopefully I can add my reviews soon, I am just cluttered with too many projects at once haha.

I know I said that I would add my Day 14 photo yesterday but I slept over my boyfriend’s so that just didn’t work haha. I uploaded them now to my flickr account so here are the two photos (Day 14, and Day 15):


Day 14 is supposed to represent playing billiards haha. That was my hope for the day and when me and my lovely boyfriend met up to hang out we went to play pool =DD. Day 15 – It’s my 99 cent Led Zeppelin tee and my new ripped skinny jeans. This has two significant meanings:

1. I have worn this outfit yesterday and today because I had an unplanned sleepover at the boyfriend’s.
2. And I have lost a bunch of weight, my size 6 skinny jeans are very loose on me, so that shows I lost a size or maybe two. One of my New Years resolutions/goals was to lose weight =].

Anyways, I am going to go work on my content, and comment people back. Hopefully I’ll make some new things =].

Avec l’Amour
Lady Ooh LaLa

Just last night I was talking to my boyfriend, and I was very very very angry, but not at him, just at the whole world. I haven’t been that angry in about three years from when one of my very good friends died and I didn’t know whether to be upset that he was gone, or to be angry because of how he died, and why I wasn’t invited to his funeral. Last night my angry way of speaking turned into me sobbing, and almost breaking my phone with how much of my salty tears got inside the keyboard. Lately, if anything starts to frustrate me or I start thinking about a situation that gets me mad, I can’t help but start to tear up and my face starts feeling hot. I really don’t know what is wrong with me and my boyfriend suggested that maybe I should go to a doctor. My mom doesn’t want me getting prescribed any anti-depressants and anti-anxiety pills because the first time I had been prescribed them was in fourth grade and my mood swings got even worse. The only thing was that during that time I wouldn’t cry, I would just get very angry really fast at everything, and then all of a sudden turn into a calm and happy person. Those pills, I feel, didn’t do anything for me but mess up my emotional stability.
I have to do a few things to settle this, and they are written in the order of which I will do them:

1. Take a pregnancy test(If positive, then to the next step; if negative go to the fourth step).
2. Go to a doctor to confirm and talk it over with my boyfriend and mother on what I should do.
3. Most likely schedule an abortion or pay for the abortion pill.
4. Go on with my life and wait for my period.
5. Go to a doctor/shrink about my emotional instability.
6. If that doesn’t help, just try to deal with everything by continuing to do what I love best: school, photography, guitar, web design and graphic design.

Now onto greener pastures, I have posted my Day 2 Picture of my 365 Pictures Project at my Fotolog(CLICK HERE) but I’ll post the second picture here as well:

I took this picture because these are the roses my boyfriend gave to me for New Years and all but one are now dead. This one rose won’t die and it makes me happy because I feel it was the most beautiful rose of the bunch.

I learned how to write a wordpress theme from scratch last night from this tutorial(CLICK HERE). And I will be working on wordpress themes for my visitors, as well as regular iframe layouts or puse XHTML layouts. I’m just about done practicing a certain song on the guitar so I will be posting my guitar playing and vocals as well. I saw a few movies on StageVu.com, most of them old, and I’m going to write reviews on them because I feel they deserve the attention. I have also seen a few movies in theatres with my boyfriend and my mom so I will be posting reviews for them as well.

Anyways I’m going to go return comments and possibly make a wordpress theme for my future domain =].

Candid and Emotional,
Lady Impulse

• Quit smoking.
• Maintain a smaller amount of alcohol.
• Keep the sex at minimum because I’m not on the pill anymore and I cannot afford tog et pregnant during school.
• Study more and get better grades.
• Get a job.
• Get better at instrumental music.

This is going to be sort of a long post because of the survey but you guys are more than welcome to read and give any comments you would like.

It was perfect waking up this morning because I looked outside my window and I saw small snow flurries. It was brilliant.

1. the state or quality of being anonymous
2. an anonymous person: some fine poetry attributed to anonymities.

Such a wonderful word used for many wonderful things. My choice for anonymity is to avoid trouble with peers around my area, as well as problems with people over the internet. There was a time when a girl actually stalked me because she became obsessed with one of my older blogs, and according to her, it’s like we were best friends. At the time I was maybe 16 years old, whereas she was about 19, and it was the scariest occurrence in my life. Although worse could have happened, it didn’t and I would like to keep it that way. I might even write about things that may not be legal in certain countries, or things that should be kept secret but aren’t because of my public writing.

Some of the best writers out there write/wrote under a pseudonym, or for those that are used to lower diction, a pen name. Female writers started out writing under pseudonyms because there was no other way to get their work published. More than one author to a book or a book series resulted in just one pen name being listed. People banned from writing certain plots at certain points in history changed the racial origin of their pen names for the permission to publish. Some good examples are (written respectively): Karen Blixen, who wrote the famous Out of Africa, wrote under the male name of Isak Dinesen; Different contributors to Nancy Drew and The Hardy Boys resulted in keeping just the first name that started to write/publish them;  Brian O’Nolan used Flann O’Brien and Myles na gCopaleen for his writing (1940s – 1960s) because Irish Civil Servants were not allowed to write under their own names.

There are different reasons for anonymity and although I have shown my gender as a woman, as one may read in the About section, that will not stop the vulgarity and manly references I may make throughout my blog posts. I will talk about sex, I will talk about love, school, music I listen to, movies I review and love/hate, anything that comes to mind and is waiting to be published, will be on here.

I am determined to make something of myself, other than the schooling that I have already planned for the course of the next several years. It might be freelance writing or online magazine articles. I have no idea, but I will make something out of nothing, and a lot of it will be done freely due to the anonymity I will make for myself.

Au revoir et la bonne nuit,
Lady Impulse