Sooooo bad!!! I keep saying I will comment people back but I have had to do so much lately that I have completely neglected my blog, my readers/commenters, and those that I frequent often. I will try and post my 365 tonight after I finish my paper and comment all of my loves back 
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I am currently at the OB-GYN waiting for them to call me in and figured I would post a little excerpt since I haven’t for a week. I will definitely put up my pictures on Friday afternoon, I just have so many tests and papers due that I really don’t have time to comment, post my 365, and make my new layout. Hopefully after classes this Friday I will have time to do everything I wanted. I bought a Lomography camera today, The Holga 120GCFN. It cost me around $66 because I bought it with color flash, a 2-year warranty, and 2 rolls of film. One is color and one is black and white. Lomography usually uses 120mm film, which is definitely different type of film that has to be developed differently. I was thinking of paying for a Dark room, but for now I will get the negatives strips developed and choose a few prints at the Lomo store. The guy at the store, who is actually quite the photographer, helped me and told me I could get an adapter to add on to the camera so that I could take pictures with 35mm (regular) film, and get the photos developed regularly at a local pharmacy (Rite Aid, CVS, etc). For now I’m going to wing it with the 120mm and I’m so stupid, I forgot to buy batteries haha. Anyways, yeah I think I’m the next patient to be called so I will leave you all to ponder. Maybe I’ll comment back tonight and post some pictures of the camera 
My hosting company sent out an email saying they would be transferring accounts on a certain server, to another server. If anyone commented on my last blog after the hosting company sent me the email, I most probably read your comment but didn’t think to save the databases right after.
Not like it is really that important anyway.
I think I have decided to make the 1st image, out of the two that I posted, as my next header because I liked it better, and I feel I can’t really do much with the 2nd one. I actually made ANOTHER header for a layout because I was thinking about Greek mythology today, and realized how much I wish my life was like a fantasy or myth. I was thinking about how nice it would be to live as Aphrodite the Goddess of Love, Gaia the Goddess of Earth (Mother Nature), or Luna (also known as Selene) the Goddess of the Moon. Of course, this is all my fantasy and I am completely aware that this will never happen. But one can never lose hope haha. So yes, I made another header image for a layout I will be using in the future. I cut out a picture of me from around 5 years ago when I went to Hawaii, and I plastered it onto an image meant to be a desktop wallpaper of a colorful forest. Slapped some brushes and effects on it, so I will be using it in the near future.
I first want to see where that other header I posted will take me. I’m trying to decide whether I went it to be a two-column or three-column theme because I feel it might be too small for a three column essay, or too big for two-column. I don’t know. This really shouldn’t be bugging me but it is.
I decided I will post my 365 photos every week instead of everyday because it is a HUGE hassle to upload the pictures daily when I have so much to do with University work and such.
I hope to put up the new layout by next week I just want to decide on a few things first. I feel like I can make it very beautiful if I can upgrade my coding a little bit. I noticed how most of my content, the looks of it mainly, is very generic and boring, so I was thinking of adding some new plugins. I noticed Angie over at Angiegoboom.com uses a certain plugin that allows whatever font she wants to use for the Titles of her blog entries, regardless of what fonts a her readers have on their computers. Besides that, I want to make a pretty signature image for every blog entry, and make my comments link more pretty. Am I making sense? Probably not; I am very tired, and still sick. Overall I just want to show that I can actually can code my own layouts and fix the bugs. I want to write my own plugin as well, I just don’t know what kind of plugin I would want to make 
. It would just be fun.
Beyond site stuff and being sick, I saw my boyfriend today, and we are so good right now, it makes me very happy. I love him .
Now I am going to go, sleep my sickness away.
Bonne nuit, Mes Amis
Lady Liza
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I need help from you guys. Which header should I use for my next layout, I can’t decide:
The 365 Photos I missed, Days 46-53, in order:
Day 46: Boyfriend
Day 47: My kitty sleeping on my bag haha 
Day 48: I got really sick and these tissues were everywhere
Day 49: My favorite boots, timberlands
Day 50: I have gotten quite skinny
Day 51: This looks like monkshood to me
Day 52: The rose is dead but I don’t want to throw it out haha
Day 53: I got my Alice In Wonderland ring today. It is of her falling down the rabbit hole haha.
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My cupid layout is tiring me so until I come up with something better, I put up a premade layout called Visio. When I found it, I thought it was awesome!!!
Ahhh I had to go on polyvore, look at my new creation. I wish I could afford to wear everything in this picture. Especially the shoes, the dress, and the ring
Au Revoir Mes Amis!
Lady Liza
As much as my friends are awesome people to go to for help, they have not experienced everything in this world to give me the advice I ask for. Of course I always go to my mother for help because she is older, wise, and has gone through everything I am going through, just many more situations and at a different time. This week I cried to her for a few hours, for a few days, and she comforted me. Of course a mother’s love is always unconditional, especially in our case where we have gotten closer, but this time, she truly understood me. She held my hand and told me everything will be okay; that I’m not an emotional wreck, but I do need someone to talk to. Sure talking to her, having a diary to write in, a blog to type on, is all great therapy, but its time I face the loud music, and talk to a professional. I have been at my wit’s end with everything that is going on in my life, and I had a mental breakdown. Of course I cry easily all the time, I am a very sensitive person, but lately everything has been a fuzzy fog and nothing makes sense to me. But my mother, she finally took my side. I felt better as soon as I felt that she knew what I was feeling, and was empathizing everything I said and how I said it. I didn’t have time to blog really, just to update a bit, but I WILL be putting up a new layout when a few of my exams at school are over.
I applied to LIU, Long Island University, for transfer from Hunter College in NYC. They are both within 30 minutes from my house, but LIU is about $30,000 a year, while Hunter is $4,200 a year. I applied for financial aid for both, and I am transferring to LIU because I want to continue my education there, hoping to get in and finish the Doctor of Pharmacy program. I have dreams, and I will make them come true =]. Hopefully I get in, I am waiting for response because I applied kind of late, but I am a bit confident because I have a 3.54 GPA. Wish me luck!!!
I am watching “Almost Famous right now, and I gotta say, movies like this make me love Rock ‘N’ Roll even more. As insane and irresponsible rock n roll makes people, it is sure something I would like to experience.
Here is a Polyvore Set I made, inspired by the movie.
I will post my 365 Photos when I have time, because right now I have a LOT of studying to do. I will be returning comments later tonight or maybe tomorrow, because I do appreciate all the kindness and loving comments I receive from you guys.
Jump Then Fall from Lady on Vimeo.
I’m rambling….a lot, but enjoy guys!!
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I don’t really have time to make a post right now because I have a lot of homework and laundry to do, but here are my Days 43, 44, and 45 in order of date taken:
I made a Polyvore set for V-day =]
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I have to take a test for the Census Bureau 2010 today. I am trying to find some sort of job, and hopefully I will pass the employment test today, to actually get a job sometime soon. I looked over the practice questions, and they seem pretty easy, so maybe I have more hope than I thought? Anyways, thanks for all the comments my precious/favorite bloggers and I don’t have a long post for today but here are my Days 40, 41, and 42 for 365. In specific order from the day they were taken.
Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland or better known to the public as “Alice in Wonderland” is probably one of my most favorite childhood books/movies/memories. Lewis Caroll sure knew what he was talking about when he wrote this fictional novel with no true hidden meaning, which is mirrored even more in his novel Through the Looking Glass and What Alice Found There. As found on Lenny’s Explanations, Lewis Caroll once answered the question, what is the meaning behind Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass and What Alice Found There?
I’m very much afraid I didn’t mean anything but nonsense. Still, you know, words mean more than we mean to express when we use them; so a whole book ought to mean a great deal more than the writer means. So, whatever good meanings are in the book, I’m glad to accept as the meaning of the book.
I like that he said he was writing nonsense because in the actual book, Alice says:
If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn’t. And contrary-wise; what it is it wouldn’t be, and what it wouldn’t be, it would. You see?
I am probably over-analyzing everything, but there is just so much to these books!! People have found analogies of politics, and even drugs to supplement all of the things that happen to Alice in these books. I would say that both politics and drugs reside in the hidden meaning. The politics being expressed through the different strange quotes in the books, and the drugs being expressed through what actually happens to Alice. I also love how certain characters and events are interchangeable between the books, yet the reader would only notice after reading both more than a few times. The black cat and the white cat in the second book are supposed to be references to the Red queen and the white queen from the first book. Also, the first book starts with a beautiful spring day on May 4th, while the second starts six months later, on a cold snowy day on November 4th.
It probably seems like I am rambling but honestly, if you haven’t read the books (movies don’t count!!) then you should, because they are amazing!!
This post got inspired by a few things really. Here is a list of what made me write this:
Here are some of my favorites from Elena Kalis’ Alice in Wonderland, renamed as “Alice Under Waterland,” shoot.
Snow Day =] from Lady on Vimeo.
Yeah so I haven’t posted since Friday because I was having a bit of an emotional problem which is fixed now ( YAY ), and I was very busy. Let’s see. Friday I had my hair curled for all of you to see because I was going out that night with a few girlfriends of mine to a club, and we got in to a very nice one called Club Pranna.
That’s me and my friends at the club, aint we purty?.
Then Saturday I kinda just stayed home but I really felt crappy. I felt like it was one of those days where I just didn’t want to be awake, and as unhealthy as that is, things got better. Here is my Day 35 photo:
I tried studying for Chemistry, I really did, but I just couldn’t focus, I think I might have to go to the doctor for my concentration problems because I honestly cannot do homework or study because of my problems.
On Sunday, my mom and I went to Connecticut to visit some family; it was my mom’s cousin’s 60th birthday a week ago so he had his celebration, and it was probably the first time I felt like I had a family, because usually it’s just me and my mom and I never saw this as a family. I know it seems bitchy to say, I love my mom, she’s the one person I know will always be there for me, and me for her the same, but I never felt that big family love until Sunday. Here’s the Day 36 photo:
This is my mom’s cousin’s stepdad. Not blood related, but the closest thing to it . He’s an amazing dude what can I say, and he definitely treats his wife right. Actually most of them men that were at this family gathering for my mom’s cousin were all pretty good husbands, you should have seen how they treated their wives. It’s so beautiful.
On Monday, which was yesterday, I went back to hunter, and had my Writing and Chemistry classes. I have to say, I am very interested in my school work, but focusing is NOT my thing. Here is my Day 37 photo:
Valentine’s Day is right around the corner and I remembered yesterday about this balloon which I gave to my mom last year. I’m trying to think of what to get her, as well as what to get for my boyfriend besides the obvious 
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Today I also had school but I felt like I hardly slept. I was tired during my 8:15 am Psych class but it got worse when my 10:10 am Lit class rolled around. I literally could not keep my eyes open, my eyelids were shutting themselves and I know my Professor noticed but there was honestly nothing I could do. I tried to keep them open, but it was hard 
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This is the blue rose my boyfriend gave me a week ago and it is still alive! How crazy is that? It means our love is forever!! Teehee
Anyways, I think that is it for now, but I will be commenting everyone back now. By the way, thank you everyone for the sweet comments about my hair, and plainly the amount of comments overall, makes me feel loved
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. Last night, or more like really early this morning at 2:30am, I tried to get it to work and of course it didn’t work. Today, after my Intro to Psych class, I call my mom to see if it would be okay with her to get the unlimited Blackberry plan instead of the texting. The deal is, I have to pay the difference, but that’s fine, I’m sure I’ll be able to hack the small fee of $22 a month.
So now children, moral of the story is….well there is none, but when you really want something, go for it, even if it is something stupid such as internet on your phone.
Anyways, this was a tiny post, and I’m going to be putting up reviews for BlogAdvertisingStore.Com. Sign up now if you haven’t already!!!
[edit] I joined Poupee Girl and I a just starting to upload clothes into my “closet” so I don’t have much yet. If you have a poupee account, add me!!!! Click here to see my Poupee Profile.
:) . I was browsing different fragrances and noticed that Victoria’s Secret makes a perfume called “Ooh La La” and I automatically thought
OMG I NEED TO GET THIS, IT IS SOOOOO ME!!!
And plus, it obviously shows in my domain name haha. Anyways, I included it in my new layout and I also put a pinup picture of a female cupid to represent the upcoming Valentine’s Day. As much as I believe that Valentine’s Day is superficial, it can be really sweet, especially if you have that special man to make you happy and treat you like a queen (♥ LOVE YOU HONEY ♥).
Second, here is a video of me performing Fifteen by Taylor Swift, I messed up a bunch of times but I got so frustrated that I just kept the original video, and didn’t edit out my mistakes. I’m not perfect, and I’m not scared to show it.
Completely messed up >< I hate myself and my stupid forgetfulness.
Third, you guys should join blogadvertisingstore.com!!! Please join with this link, and help me make money, plus post it on your websites and people will be paying you as well. You get paid for referrals, blogging reviews and paid posts, and you can advertise your own website by having other bloggers write about you!!
Fourth, here are my photos:
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Day 33 – I have to say, I love textbooks and all that comes with college. I actually like taking notes and filling my head with knowledge. Although I usually need a boost (adder-all) I still do all my work :).
Here is cute little me in my neon green jacket and nikes 
I don’t know why but I love how childish I look haha.
With Love and Cats
Lady Liza
